Ick Ick Ick

Honestly, January has been pure hell for me.  I have been sick with some ailement or other for over a month now.  Personally, I am tired of this sickness.  I want completely out of the lupus disease!  Who wants a wacky immune system?  God please help me, I am so sick.  All I want to do is live a normal life.  Come on body get with it!  I want so badly to hide from the world but I know that is not healthy.